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									Cheri Jo Bates Case Desktop Poem writing - Zodiac Discussion Forum				            </title>
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                        <title>RH = Ramona High?</title>
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                        <pubDate>Thu, 18 Feb 2021 08:47:21 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Apologies if this has been asked out loud before, but withball of the attention around RHs as potential suspects, could it be possible that RH just stands for Ramona High? I know the focus i...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Apologies if this has been asked out loud before, but withball of the attention around RHs as potential suspects, could it be possible that RH just stands for Ramona High? I know the focus is often there, but maybe it means just that?]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Desktop Poem Signature = Arthu Leig Alle</title>
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                        <pubDate>Tue, 24 Nov 2020 00:18:22 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[I have a theory about the &quot;r.h. signature&quot;.

I don&#039;t think the &quot;r.h.&quot; are initials, meaning they are not the first letters of the Zodiac&#039;s names.
Note that the characters...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[I have a theory about the &quot;r.h. signature&quot;.

I don't think the &quot;r.h.&quot; are initials, meaning they are not the first letters of the Zodiac's names.
Note that the characters are not capitalized like names should, but written in lower case.

Still it's a signature in a way. I belive &quot;r.h&quot;. are the <i><b>last</b></i> characters of his names, not the <i>first</i>.

One obvious hit for &quot;r.h.&quot; would be Arthu Leig Allen, the name of one of the main suspects.

After I got this idea I was thinking: What if there also was an extra &quot;n&quot; hidden in the poem somewhere.
I would of course make a stronger case if I had one character from each of Allen's 3 names (r.h.n.)

So I went back to study the poem some more and I found something interesting.

Near the end of the poem where it says &quot;...she won't die...&quot; right above the apostrophe I found it: An extra &quot;n&quot;!


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In the whole poem I can't find any other extra added character, so this &quot;n&quot; is totally unique.
In other words there is only 3 characters that is not part of the poem itself: r.h.n

From this I suggest The Zodiac's real name was:


Arthu Leig Alle


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So why would the Zodiac leave strong hints to his real name?

Full of hubris The Zodiac liked to give hints and take unnecessary chances. He liked to tease the police.
Under his alias, the &quot;concerned citizen&quot; he states in 1969:
&quot;Working puzzles criptograms and word puzzles is one of my pleasures.&quot;

In my opinion he liked to leave clues to his identity, but only in a camouflaged way so the chance of getting caught would be low (in fact he didn't).
And I guess the &quot;r.h.n&quot; evidence would never be enough to get him convicted in a trial.

Around 1971 after the Police had circled him in, he would probably not give out such strong clues to his real name.
But in 1966 he could. And maybe he had not created &quot;the Zodiac role&quot; yet to hide behind, and used parts of his own name instead.

I think he wrote all 3 characters r.h.n in lowercase deliberately,
and leaves a clue that they were not initials (first characters of the names), but still a clues to his name.


Ps 1. I really don't want to steal somenone else's ideas or post them as my own.
I know others on the internet have noticed the extra &quot;n&quot;, and also the idea that it may not be initials.
But to my knowledge nobody else have suggested this &quot;r.h.n&quot; idea before. Please let me know if this is not correct.

PS 2. Please apologize my bad English, since it is not my native language.]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Possible Poem Inspiration</title>
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                        <pubDate>Wed, 12 Aug 2020 20:41:20 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Those who are most weary of life and yet are most unwilling to die and such who have lived to no purpose who have rather breathed than lived.  ---  Lord Clarendon]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Those who are most weary of life and yet are most unwilling to die and such who have lived to no purpose who have rather breathed than lived.  ---  Lord Clarendon]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Detailed Infi re POI</title>
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                        <pubDate>Tue, 10 Mar 2020 03:27:00 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[I&#039;m not so much interested in Zodiac per se; instead,  I&#039;d like to present my info re an RH (the Bates case). Questions: which category would I submit it to?  And, since my POI may be alive,...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[I'm not so much interested in Zodiac per se; instead,  I'd like to present my info re an RH (the Bates case). Questions: which category would I submit it to?  And, since my POI may be alive, should I use a pseudonym? Further, is there a word limit to such a presentation, as I have a considerable amount of info.]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Amateur literary analysis</title>
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                        <pubDate>Fri, 14 Feb 2020 13:50:49 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Recently I was wondering about the letters and wondering how close they would be to Z&#039;s natural way of talking/writing. This chain of thought led to thinking that its a shame that we do not ...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Recently I was wondering about the letters and wondering how close they would be to Z's natural way of talking/writing. This chain of thought led to thinking that its a shame that we do not have any writing of Z when he was not actually taking on the Z persona, then it occurred to me that we possibly may have, the Riverside Desktop Poem. So I decided to break the poem down and try to analize it from a literary point of view. It also occurred to me that his last letter before his 3 year hiatus was his apparent admission of the CJB's murder, then his first letter after this directly references the attack. Could this have possibly been a taunt to the Police in reference to the poem.

Sick of living / unwilling to die
Cut.
Clean.
If red / clean.
Blood spurting,
Dripping,
Spilling;
All over her new dress.
Oh well, It was red anyway.
Life draining into an uncertain death.
She won’t die.
This time someone ll find her.
Just wait until next time.


Cut.
Clean.
If red / clean.
Blood spurting,
Dripping,
Spilling;

The first part of the poem (lines 1-6) are very different from the remainder of the poem. Firstly we have the use of alliteration in the 1st three lines Cut, Clean / Clean. The use of syllables as it shows some knowledge of stressed syllable’s and their use in poetry. This is emphasized by the spacing of these 3 words in relation to the rest of the poem. What is also interesting is that the writer knew when to use a semicolon. Also the structure itself, at most 3 word sentences. The writer uses Onomatopoeia for the last three lines, spurting, dripping, spilling. Which when taken with the use of the above syllables shows an actual literary skill. Also this part of the poem shows a use of Parallel Structure using the “ing” sound of the words. This section is very well written, shows numerous techniques, skill, and a distinct knowledge of how to write.


All over her new dress.
Oh well, It was red anyway.
Life draining into an uncertain death.
She won’t die.

The second part differs significantly from the first. The writers has already “set the scene” so to speak. They now begin to flesh out the details, immediately they make the poem a lot more personal by telling us that the subject is female, to further humanize the subject and possibly shock the reader they specify her clothing to add imagery to the scene. This is also seen in the 3rd line where they inform us of the colour of the dress. Thus allowing to reader to vividly imagine the subject, but ultimately reassuring the reader that the subject survives, but also hinting at the future. This sets up the poem for the powerful ending.
Due to it being written in the third person narrative it also shows a lack of empathy for the subject with the line “Oh well, It was red anyway”. What is also striking is how the writer has almost slipped into the first person perspective, they don’t care if it marks their clothing as the ultimate goal is death so what would it matter. Again we have alliteration with draining, death and die. Full stops after every sentence, but as with the rest of the poem no capitalization of letters with the exception of the title.

This time someone ll find her.
Just wait until next time.

“Sonnets are 14-line poems that adhere to a specific rhyme scheme. The key to a great sonnet is that it must end with a pair of lines that are set apart from the rest. Differentiating those two lines provides emphasis – giving their message much importance than the rest of the poem.”

Even though it is not a text book Stanza it does follow the general rule. This can be seen in the last two lines of the poem. “someone ll find her. Just wait until next time.“ Until this point the poems context is mostly regarding self harm, there is no mention of the person in question dying, in fact it is the opposite. The 11th / 12th line directly references this, “She won’t die. This time”. This in-turn sets up the last two lines, the poem seems to go from a seemingly, albeit it disturbing, story of somebody ”unwilling to die” to something much darker. The 13th lines brings in a second party, possibly the writer themselves, whilst implying that in fact they were “Willing to die” and the only reason this did not happen was due to the second party intervening. The 14th line also lends weight to this “Just wait until next time”, thus implying that the person in questions main intention was in fact to die which goes in direct contrast to the title of the poem .


Sick of living / unwilling to die
The title in itself is very well constructed, two three word groups with the last word of both being opposites, whilst immediately grabbing the readers attention with its shock value.

In my mind the title shows what is at the heart of the poem, self harm and attempted suicide, somebody who is not happy in their life. It also implies that the suicide itself is just a cry for help as the subject is “unwilling to die”, thus meaning that they have no intention of following it through to the bitter end. But is does ask the question does the subject want to die or not to put it bluntly.

The writer starts by showing the steps the subject is taking, cut, clean. If Red, Clean. Why would the subject clean if they were bleeding and it was an attempted suicide, this is a direct contrast with the next part. Maybe they are speculating “if red” on what they are going to do but when they begin to act blood begins to spurt, slows to dripping and then spilling onto the floor ? Possibly at this point they have resigned themselves to death and the fact that their clothing is ruined does not matter at this point. She is beginning to pass away but before she can do so she is found, perhaps by the writer themselves and is saved. The worry is that next time she might not be found and may be able to die.

It does beg the question could this poem be the outpouring of the anxiety of the writer. Is it a relative, Wife, Mother or Daughter. Are they the one that finds the subject and they have the eternal worry of whether it will happen again and that they might be unable to intervene next time ?]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Dave Oranchak&#039;s Throw the Book At Him</title>
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                        <pubDate>Mon, 01 Apr 2019 23:40:29 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Dave Oranchak showed how a piece of text from a publication of Edward Hyde, Earl of Clarendon, fitted into the 408 cipher. In fact 46 consecutive characters were utilized.
Dave wrote &quot;S...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Dave Oranchak showed how a piece of text from a publication of Edward Hyde, Earl of Clarendon, fitted into the 408 cipher. In fact 46 consecutive characters were utilized. <a class="postlink" href="http://www.zodiackillerciphers.com/?p=144">http://www.zodiackillerciphers.com/?p=144</a>

Dave wrote <b>&quot;So, only one piece of text, from a vast collection of eleven billion pieces of text, fit into this chunk of cipher text. A one in eleven billion chance seems to suggest some significance. But don’t be fooled by this. Just because this rare event occurred, doesn’t mean it is anything more than a simple coincidence. If we didn’t already know the real solution to the 408, how do we know that this chunk of old and obscure text isn’t the correct solution?&quot;</b> When the rest of the 408 was decoded using Clarendon's inserted text it was pure gibberish. Dave rightly stated that coincidences happen. But what I would like to know, bearing in mind the author of the 408 cipher may have had access to the Riverside library, is how many coincidences do we need before it's not a coincidence anymore. 

I looked at the preceding communication to the 408 cipher, that had any meaningful value. Therefore looked at the Riverside Desktop Poem. Its title was &quot;sick of living/unwilling to die.&quot; So, I looked through more publications by Edward Hyde, Earl of Clarendon and found another of Edward Hyde's quotes: “They who are most weary of life, and yet are most unwilling to die, are such who have lived to no purpose, — who have rather breathed than lived.” <a class="postlink" href="http://izquotes.com/quote/385232">http://izquotes.com/quote/385232</a>

For comparison <b>&quot;weary of life, unwilling to die&quot;</b> to <b>&quot;sick of living, unwilling to die.&quot;</b> Although not identical, the Zodiac Killer may have gone on memory while titling the poem, and this reading material may have been available at the library. But the broader question is - how many coincidences eliminate doubt?

Edward Hyde, Earl of Clarendon was also an avid user of ciphers as revealed here in literary manuscripts; 
&quot;Naturally a substantial portion of Clarendon's surviving manuscripts comprises his personal correspondence — both letters received by him from numerous correspondents and his own letters, written or signed by him, whether drafts, retained copies, or the letters actually sent. Among many notable examples are his letters written in August 1646 to William, Lord Widdrington, and to Sir John Berkeley, announcing the beginnings of his History of the Rebellion, and the letter he wrote on 12 November 1646, to Sir Edward Nicholas, describing his plan for the work and stating that he had already completed sixty sheets of it. Some of his letters, particularly those dating from the Civil War period, are wholly or partly in cipher or make use of pseudonyms in both salutations and signatures. The codes to sixteen such ciphers used by the Royalists are written out in Bodleian, MS Clarendon 94, and see also British Library,&quot;

St Augustine of Hippo (13 November 354 - 28 August 430), was a Roman African, Christian theologian, whose writings influenced the development of Western Christianity and Western Philosophy. He wrote &quot;&quot;I do not know whether I would have been willing to die for him in the way that Orestes and Pylades, if the story is true, were willing to die together for each other. And yet a strange feeling had grown in me, and it was very different from theirs; <b>I was sick and tired of living but I was too afraid to die</b>.&quot;  St Augustine of Hippo wrote the Confessions <a class="postlink" href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Confessions_(Augustine">https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Confessions_(Augustine</a>)]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>1964 yearbook</title>
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                        <pubDate>Mon, 03 Oct 2016 00:29:09 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Besides the desktop poem, some poem showed up in the 1964 yearbook (some people have speculated that it might be written by Z):

I am a stupid ugly gwib
My brain is small, my head is big
I&#039;m...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Besides the desktop poem, some poem showed up in the 1964 yearbook (some people have speculated that it might be written by Z):

<i>I am a stupid ugly gwib
My brain is small, my head is big
I'm cursed by every living man
For invading Ramona's sacred land
I feed on rats instead of bread
I hate myself, I wish I was dead</i>

IF the poem was written by Z, the question comes up what a 'gwib' actually is. It may be assumed that it could be some sort of stroller, vagrant, gnome or something. In Welsh language, which differs from English in many words, some words start with 'gwib'. It appears as if it is still used today, e.g. as 'Gwib y Ddraig&quot; ('gnomes and dragons'), although rarely. It appears as if it is a short form of 'gwibiad':

<a class="postlink" href="http://www.anglesey.gov.uk/Journals/2013/02/12/e/z/d/Dragons-Dash-2013.pdf">http://www.anglesey.gov.uk/Journals/201 ... h-2013.pdf</a>

<a class="postlink" href="https://books.google.at/books?id=FgJEAAAAYAAJ&amp;pg=PA515&amp;lpg=PA515&amp;dq=wales+gwib+-ib&amp;source=bl&amp;ots=6KYj26pGXV&amp;sig=vv6hkxLmmbeyKL2Ve65lhWTajkw&amp;hl=de&amp;sa=X&amp;ved=0ahUKEwjQy5-e-7zPAhWLvBQKHTN-BgwQ6AEIOzAF#v=onepage&amp;q=wales%20gwib%20-ib&amp;f=false">https://books.google.at/books?id=FgJEAA ... ib&amp;f=false</a>

<a class="postlink" href="https://books.google.at/books?id=bxMUAAAAQAAJ&amp;pg=PA217&amp;lpg=PA217&amp;dq=gwibiad&amp;source=bl&amp;ots=Ev2IFeijWv&amp;sig=OdeXxjd8fsUU-iXrkBp1Pp_pSIk&amp;hl=de&amp;sa=X&amp;ved=0ahUKEwi749by_LzPAhUB7BQKHQonByE4ChDoAQgfMAE#v=onepage&amp;q=gwibiad&amp;f=false">https://books.google.at/books?id=bxMUAA ... ad&amp;f=false</a>

QT]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>What if its rn?</title>
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                        <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jul 2016 14:05:30 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Haven&#039;t posted in a while, life got in the way. But one crazy thing I had noticed was the way the rh was signed on the desktop poem. It may be a different idea, but most people sign &quot;ar...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Haven't posted in a while, life got in the way. But one crazy thing I had noticed was the way the rh was signed on the desktop poem. It may be a different idea, but most people sign &quot;art&quot; in an upward sloping manor, where his initials on the poem slant downward. 

Its also possible his pen slipped. If you go to the full image of the desktop poem, it appears the &quot;h&quot; was started on the harder wood grain, or maybe was hurriedly finishing up causing the pen to slip.

However, I also found in another letter his use of an h where an r should be, so I am attaching those for comparison.

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-marie]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>UNWILLING TO DIE ORIGINS/DAVE ORANCHAK ARTICLE</title>
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                        <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jul 2016 17:16:15 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[Dave Oranchak wrote this ariclefeaturing Edward, Earl of Clarendon, lord high chancellor of England, regarding the 408 Cipher and the cipher text. I came across this article by chance as I w...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Dave Oranchak wrote this aricle <a class="postlink" href="http://www.zodiackillerciphers.com/?p=144">http://www.zodiackillerciphers.com/?p=144</a> featuring Edward, Earl of Clarendon, lord high chancellor of England, regarding the 408 Cipher and the cipher text. I came across this article by chance as I was researching the origin of the Riverside Desktop Poem title <b>'Sick of living/unwilling to die.'</b>  
Dave Oranchak <b>&quot;So, only one piece of text, from a vast collection of eleven billion pieces of text, fit into this chunk of cipher text. A one in eleven billion chance seems to suggest some significance. But don’t be fooled by this. Just because this rare event occurred, doesn’t mean it is anything more than a simple coincidence. If we didn’t already know the real solution to the 408, how do we know that this chunk of old and obscure text isn’t the correct solution? &quot;</b>

However I did find an important quote from Edward, Earl of Clarendon featuring 'weary of life/unwilling to die.

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<b>&quot;Naturally a substantial portion of Clarendon's surviving manuscripts comprises his personal correspondence — both letters received by him from numerous correspondents and his own letters, written or signed by him, whether drafts, retained copies, or the letters actually sent. Among many notable examples are his letters written in August 1646 to William, Lord Widdrington, and to Sir John Berkeley, announcing the beginnings of his History of the Rebellion (Bodleian, MS Clarendon 28, ff. 165r, 178r-9r), and the letter he wrote on 12 November 1646, to Sir Edward Nicholas, describing his plan for the work and stating that he had already completed sixty sheets of it (Bodleian, MS Clarendon 29, ff. 4r-6r). Some of his letters, particularly those dating from the Civil War period, are wholly or partly in cipher or make use of pseudonyms in both salutations and signatures. The codes to sixteen such ciphers used by the Royalists are written out in Bodleian, MS Clarendon 94, and see also British Library, Egerton MS 2550, ff. 42r, 74r.&quot;</b>
<a class="postlink" href="http://www.celm-ms.org.uk/introductions/ClarendonEdwardHyde.html">http://www.celm-ms.org.uk/introductions ... dHyde.html</a>

<a class="postlink" href="http://cryptiana.web.fc2.com/code/clarendon.htm">http://cryptiana.web.fc2.com/code/clarendon.htm</a>

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                        <title>Richard Helms- perfect reasoning</title>
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                        <description><![CDATA[Here is a great rh, though not as a suspect, but as a cause.

I am NOT into conspiracy theories, but did research project MKUltra. &quot;They&quot;  (the CIA) were everywhere, at least 44  C...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[Here is a great rh, though not as a suspect, but as a cause.

I am NOT into conspiracy theories, but did research project MKUltra. &quot;They&quot;  (the CIA) were everywhere, at least 44  College and Universities, numerous jails, mental wards, and homes for the destitute.

It was a wild and crazy project, with wikipedia, sigh, having one of the most accurate accounts. It was a CIA program to help develop human tools for use in espionage. Ted Kaczynski was an unknowing victim of their psychological experiments (he had issues before hand, who knows what pushed him over the edge). Most files were shredded when it was obvious what would come out.

It is entirely possible the torture many of the &quot;experiments&quot; that happened led to or changed an unknowing victim's behavior. People in prisons and psych wards were rewarded, college kids usually were paid, Many others did't know, or have a choice.

But what about once they got out, maybe tried to live a normal life. The poem has such angst it is almost like a pulling in a direction they did't want to go.

Richard Helms was head of the CIA during this time, and assistant director in years proceeding. If whoever it was knew it was the CIA behind the experiments, as in many places, they could have blamed RH, the director for the torture, and their new confusion.

OK, tin foil hat off now, but MKUltra was even more ubiquitous then we probably even know.

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